Being normal is a lofty goal for anyone. But what does it look like when normal is the furthest thing from reality? Wine Country Theatre's adaptation of the American rock musical Next to Normal gets to the heart of a family living with a mother navigating bipolar disorder, and all of its rippling effects.
The set is spartan, with just the outline of a house with multiple stories. Bright red, blue, and purple lights permeate through depending on the mood of the scene, which is appropriately all over the place. It takes a while into the first scene to really see that something is amiss. At first glance, Diana, Gabe, Natalie, and Dan seem like your average, somewhat disconnected family. Diana is the housewife bored with her husband and life. Gabe is the delinquent son, always coming home late. Dan is the bewildered husband, and Natalie is the misunderstood genius daughter. But the breadcrumbs are there. Brian Yorkey and Tom Kitt's 2008 rock musical didn't win a handful of Tony Awards and a
Pulitzer Prize for drama for nothing, after all.
Indeed, the signs are apparent: No one but Diana talks or interacts with Gabe; Diana makes a strangely inappropriate comment to her daughter, Natalie; and then when Diana tries to make sandwiches but drops bread all over the living room floor, the cracks really show. After a trip to Dr. Fine we learn that (spoiler alert) Gabe has been dead for years, and that the traumatic incident brought out the symptoms that led to Diana's bipolar disorder and a never-ending quest to find the right medication.
Just like the highs and lows of manic and depressive episodes, Next to Normal feels like a heightened, extreme version of a musical, with scant dialogue connecting one song to the next.
The entire cast delivers strong musical and acting performances. Surber as Diana is aware that she's spiraling but is unsure how to stop. Borjan as Dan is the steady, ever-present husband, grappling with his own codependency issues as he tries to help his wife. Natalie tries to be perfect and, after a time, gives in to teenage rebellion while Phineas Peters as her boyfriend tries to be there for her. Bermudez switches perfectly from the incompetent doctor to the up-and-coming rock star doctor. And Elliot Peters portrays so much as Gabe, Diana and Dan's deceased son. Gabe is the embodiment of Diana's trauma, grief, and psychosis. He sings over and over again as Diana tries to move on and love the living child in front of her: "I'm alive, I'm alive, I am so alive, and I feed on the fear that's behind your eyes."